Have you ever just felt alone? As if you could get up, get in your car and drive away and just keep driving, and not one person in your life would notice, or care. That's how I feel, right now. I could just drive and drive and drive, and my phone would be on silent, but I would keep checking it, but nobody would call. There wouldn't be a text message or a voicemail, and nobody would care where I was. They would just go on living, just like they did when I was here, as if nothing was different.

The saddest part about this is that I could probably call them during my dirve, but I'd get voicemails. I'd send text messages and get ignored. And finally, I would just stop trying and drive.